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a desperate soulHold me, soul
hold me
kiss me
look into my eyes---

this is me

eye of the tiger,
eye of the storm.

My soul,
my bleeding heart
my pleads.

fight for your soul

this is me

what could be
better than you?

hold me,
sir knight....

A survivor of a stormsurvivors- let me tell you my story,
[of] yesterday and today,
.... LIFE and d-e-a-t-h.

No one understands the storm,
Me and my misery;
we all have our demons
we're all abusers--- survivors.

It's all in my head,
pain-
words-
war-
my suicide.

It's all in my head;
sometimes

God Will Solve Your TroublesLook past the fog the clouds your mind
Agony in front, jubilation behind.
If you want to be happy forget all the pain
Just move on, and your troubles are slain.
Slip to the passenger side, let God take the wheel
He'll take you along and help you to heal.
He has a plan if you'll wait and see
He wants you to be happy and free.
As do I if you'll listen close
Sometimes I fear I want it the most.
I hope there's others who want your freedom
But not at the price of rising to the father's kingdom.
It's not your time, it not your fate
I believe in you, it's not too late.
I'll never give up on you and leave you alone
I won't leave your side, not even w

Blurry I'm
such
a
fucking
mess
and my best bet is drinking s
t
r
a
i
g
h
t
from the bottle to feel good but
I just feel worse.
so close the coffin to end this sad story and
throw me in the back of a black hearse.
My heart rate is up and my
feelings are ex

Hope For A Better TomorrowI have hope for a better tomorrow
God will come and end your sorrow.
When life gives you more than you can take
And you feel your arms are about to break.
Look up to the sky, look up to the sun
And believe that your battle is already won.
You say that agony is all that you see
Does that mean that your pain comes also from me?
I've heard your laugh, I've seen your smile
But I won't say that you're in denial.
Your life is hard that much is true
But God will open the door and let happiness ensue.

Sometimes Is this real life?

I wonder
Why do you ask?

Eternity of TearsWe've all had our hardships, I know life's cruel
It's not sunny and happy, I'm not a fool.
Life is tainted in hatred and stained with regret
It's filled with scars that we won't forget.
I lose all those close to me, they continue to fall
But i don't let it hinder when I feel I've lost it all.
I cry many tears, I have many scars
Yet I try to piece together my heart covered in mares.
I hurt with each insult, I die with all these lies
But I pick myself up, screw them, I'll rise.
They can't hurt me if I remain alone
It's terrible truth, but I will condone.
I'm trying my hardest to bring you light
However my friend, this is not a fair fight.
Just

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The rain drips down
Clings to nearby life
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A cool rush of air is passed around
Clouds emerge from their slumbers
They gather together
And cry for their loved ones.

All is quiet now
The spider hides,
For his world is shutting down
There is nothing to do but wait.

My Punishment My Punishment

My heart drops, as reality sinks in.
It rips through my skin
Thrashing at my mind
Terrorizing my every heartbeat.
It rapidly injects a single qestion into my soul
"What was I thinking?"
Liquid misery seeps from my eyes
Burning my flesh as it streams over my cheek.
I take one final breath of air...
Problem solved.

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by ~montastella, Jun 14, 2011, 8:01:19 PM
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Working their lives away,
Hiding their lives away,
Winding their lives away.

They're hated, feared, missunderstood.
But they don't deserve it.
They capture prey, but also grace.
Accuracy, speed, care.

All to weave, weave, weave
A lattice-work of beauty.
With dewdrops glowing,
Intricate designing.

They're dangerous,
They're wicked,
They're amazing.

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Written April 11th, 2011

~Sevenway7 Jun 14, 2011 Hobbyist Artist

i actually have arachnophobia but i love spiders, i mean theyre gorgeous and very graceful as you said, but they still freak me out when they do that defense move >.<

~montastella Jun 14, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

yeah im terrifyied of them as well

thanks for commenting though!

~Sevenway7 Jun 14, 2011 Hobbyist Artist

sure, anytime!

but just so u know i only fave and/or comment when i really like something, im a very picky person

~montastella Jun 14, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

wow thanks!

~Sevenway7 Jun 14, 2011 Hobbyist Artist

thanx you for writing it

~montastella Jun 14, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

No problem

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